Ramblings that are mostly unrelated: 

I fell really far behind on my challenge. Usually if I miss a day, I’ll just include it the next day. But it’s been a week or more, so I’ll just continue from where I left off of on Monday.

I’m also getting an MRI of my spine on Monday - I guess I’ll be busy. I also have class - we are doing our critique in Drawing, so hopefully I’ll be able to sit in a normal chair.

My wrist is also getting worse - but I’m afraid to call the doctor back. I’m sick of getting bad news.

I realized I only have about thirteen visible scars left on my arms/hand. It’s weird how much can change in four years.

I miss the boy who used to make me laugh. I wish I could text him - but he’s not the same person anymore. 

I’m thinking about going to Graduation - which is probably a mistake, but I want to see Patrick graduate. We haven’t really been as close this year, since I went to college, but we were last year. I think it’s important to go.

I’m also supposed to visit Paul Mitchell, so that I can decide whether or not to return to CU next year. 

I’m kind of tired, and Lifetime movies are weird and are usually about the same things. 

I think I’m just trying to do other things to keep my mind off of him tonight so I can get some sleep.